January 23, 2010

Woot

January 23, 2010

Sam: Friends are like condoms...they protect you when things get hard.

Me: bahahaha that's funny.

Sam: you're my own personal condom

Me: You're MY own personal condom.

I can be Happy!

I can and will be happy. I'm trying so hard! I'm just wishing that I don't fail! Eep! Scary times in my life.

Happy


Tired of living and scared of dying. Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone. I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own. I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more now.




 

 






 
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