The Start of a New Life

Today begins a new chapter in my life. I'm going to therapy, for the first time. I'm nervous as hell. I'm a wreck. I don't know what is going to happen. I don't know if I'm even going to be able to talk. It's going to be hard. I dunno. I just...don't know anything. That's what drives me nuts. I hate not knowing what's going to happen next. I always think ahead, plan for the future. I don't like surprises. I don't like not knowing! I guess we'll just wait and see...