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So I wasn't sure what to title this....maybe something will come to me as I'm writing? Maybe.... So I just discovered that Kenny's little brother, Nick, likes Imogen Heap! That makes me so happy inside...you don't even know! lol. We're listening to it now. Ok not now. Now we're listening to Marianas Trench....Just as good. So Nick and I just played Dino Run. Go check it out. It's fun as hell! lol. I enjoyed myself! I pretty much enjoy everything I do with Nick. We have so much fun together. I can't wait until he's my brother! lol. Ok nighty night!

Penis Poofer

Ok. So Rachel and I had the best fricking convo ever! Read this shit! You'll pee your pants laughing so hard!

Me: He ditched us!
Rach: How Dare He!!
Me: I know right?! Looks like no Casstara time today :( *Sobs*
Rach: -tear- Awe.
Me: Sad sad day. I really wanted you to meet him! Lol. Men...just a pain in the ass! LOL
Rach: Yaya, pain in the ass. -rubs ass and pouts-
Me: *Frowns* We should banish men from the earth...so much more would get done!
Rach: YESYESYES!
Me: Sweet! It's a plan...now how do we go about executing it?
Rach: -taps chin- We should make a penis poofer!
Me: A penis poofer? And what exactly would this contraption do? *Raises an eyebrow*
Rach: Makes all the penis' go POOF! -wiggels my fingers and waves my hands in a circle shape-
Me: *nods* Ahhhhh. I see...I see. And how will we make this amazing machine?
Rach: -shrugs- GIRL POWER!
Me: Ok. Well first we need supplies...I think a trip to the junkyard is in order?
Rach: -nods- Yeah. And my makeup box
Me: *hops in the car* You comin?
Rach: -jumps in beside you and rubs my hands together- Ooooooooo yeah..
Me: Alright bitch! Lets get to steppin! *Slams the gas and speeds to the junkyard. Gets out*
Rach: -gets out and grabs a rusty chainsaw with a devilish grin on my face- Puuuurfect.
Me: *Smirks and laughs evily* Muahhahaha. *Finds a dirty icepick and smirks* This'll be fun!
Rach: -nods and picks up an old vaccum cleaner- MUAHAHA
Me: OOoooooo. That'll be fun! *Runs around and finds a huge magnet* For those with piercings....*Smirks evily
Rach: -grins- Muahaha. Perfect. Lets get building.
Me: Lets get to it! *throws the stuff in the trunk and hops back in the car*
Rach: -jumps in rubbing my hands together- Muahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
Me: *throws head back and laughs* MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAMUAHAHHAMAUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Rach:WATCH THE ROAD!
Me: OH! *looks back at the road and pulls up to the house* OOPS! *Gets out and grabs the supplies*
Rach: -gets out with an evil grin and shouts- BEWARE ALL YOU PENIS HOLDERS, BEWAREEEEEE!!!
Me: Muahahahahah! RUN FOR YOUR LIVES! *Dumps the supplies on the floor and grabs a box of tools* Ready?
Rach: -nods and laughs as all the men run from their houses screaming like girls- READY!
Me: *Turns on the machine*
Rach: -laughs evilly as every man in the word screams in pain, penis' flying in all directions getting sucked into the machine-
Me: *Throws head back* MUahahahahah. MUahahahaha. MUAHAHAHAHAH. Rachel! We've done it! *watches the penis' fly*
Rach: -laughs hysterically- Muahahahaha. WOMAN RULE!
Me: WOMAN RULE THE WORLD NOW! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH FINALLY!

Ok. So I know we're a little ridiculous but I almost peed my pants I was laughing so hard!

Shitty Shitty Job

Work sucked today! I got sent home 3 hours early which actually turned out to be a good thing since I only got 4 hours of sleep! EEP! I need to sleep more. Damned insomnia! I hate it. I have a new favorite song! It's Marianas Trench - Beside you! Go look it up, download it, listen, love! It's amazing!!!!!!! Do it cuz I said so! lol. Kenny just came over. He's laying in bed with me. I love this boy so much. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me! WOOT! I'm one lucky bitch! And I am just that....a bitch! Now Kens being a grump! lol. Just kidddddiiiinnngggg! I'm in a really good mood today! It feels good to be happy :) I can't wait for class tomorrow! We get new groups so I wont be stuck with FUCKING IDIOTS anymore! WOOT! Sara and I want to be in a group together cuz we're the shit. I love that girl. She's so fucking awesome! We're so much alike on so many different levels...it's kinda creepy! Ok...Cuddle time!

xoxox

love you bitches!

WOW

It's been way too long since I've updated this! lol. Wedding plans are going splendid...Kenny and I are loving every minute of being engaged! I started school about a month ago. The Art Institute! I love it. I'm going for culinary arts. It feels like home to me. My life feels complete again. I'm just as happy now as I was in high school! I'm bubbly and giddy again! It feels so good to have the old me back! It feels so good to be living a dream. My passion is becoming my career! When I go to school, it's like nothing else in the world matters. My entire life is falling apart aside from school and Kenny and I just don't care. At least while I'm at school. I've never been so happy in my entire life! I could have never dreamed that I could have all of this! Life is...perfect. That's the best way I can describe it...

Wedding Info

So we picked a date! August 13th 2011. I'm super excited. We've got our color scheme all picked out, our centerpieces, dresses, shoes... We still have a lot to do but we're getting there! slowly but surely! I can't believe I'm getting married! It's crazy. I still feel like a little kid but I'm doing all these grown up things! Today I had a financial aid appointment at the Art Institute of Michigan. I got accepted and everything is worked out! I start October 5th and I cant wait! I get to wear a chefs uniform, checkered pants and puffy white hat included! I'll probably look like a dooface but whatever!

I hate my job

I want nothing more than to get shot with a 12 gauge right now.... fuck my job!

Why?

Why can’t we just agree on 1 little thing. I’m black and you’re white. We don’t like the same things and that’s making it extremely hard to plan a wedding! Why do we have to be complete opposites? I want crazy, unique, wild and fun. You..well you don't know what you want but I think you want simple and elegant. I’m sorry that I'm not simple and elegant. I never have been and I never will be. That’s just not me. I’m not boring. Make up your mind and get back to me ok? Thanks.

It’s been too long

It’s been too long since I updated this thing. Not much has been going on. I’ve been working a lot and making a book full of ideas for the wedding. I can’t even describe how happy and elated I am to be getting married. I love Kenny more than anything in the world and cannot wait to be his wife. We were thinking a fall wedding. Early October. Lots of rich reds, oranges and browns. It will be gorgeous. Now we just gotta find a place to hold 300 people! I’ve asked most of my bridal party to be in my wedding already and thankfully they’ve all said yes. I can’t wait until it gets closer so I can start dress shopping for both myself and the girls. I feel like a little kid in a candy store!

I applied for the Art Institute of Michigan the other day! I’m really hoping I get in but we’ll see. I’m going to do their Baking and Pastry Arts certificate program then go back to do the Culinary Arts Associates Degree. I can’t wait to start school! Now, I just gotta come up with the money to go!

 

More later, It’s bed time!

 

Goodnight.

I love NC!!!

So yesterday was interesting. I actually slept in! Yey! We went to the aquarium which was awesome! Ill upload some pics when I get a chance. They had an awesome green moray eel. It was like Ursulas eels in The Little Mermaid. It rocked. Definitally my favorite part of the aquarium. After we came home the boys went to this mexican resturaunt and I went to the beach around 7. It was gorgeous. After they were done eating I came and picked them up and then brought them back to the beach. The sunset was beautiful! The clouds were all sorts of red and orange.

Today Kenny and I dropped the boys off at the beach and grabbed some food. We drove around for a bit and went grocery shopping. We picked the boys back up and now were back home eating dinner. Were gonna go back to the beach in a bit after everybodys eaten and rested!

Finally relaxing

Yesterday wasn't too eventful. I woke up and went to the coffe shop with Nick Smith and brother Nick. I got the best smoothie I've ever had! It was mandrin orange passion fruit! Amazing! We came home and the boys went disc golfing. I cooked baked potatoes with bacon and onions for when they got home. They loved it of course. It was such a mans meal! After they came home and were fed they wanted to go to the beach. I didn't want to so I dropped them off and started driving. I ended up driving the entire length of Emerald Isle. From the city of Emerald Isle to Fort Macon State Park. I didn't realize I had driven that far until the road ended and I was in the state park. I got out and took some beautiful pictures and collected some seashells. I decided I wanna live on Emerald Isle. I have fallen in love with it! I want a house on stilts, on the beach. I want it to be some extravagent bright color with painted bouys hanging from the outside. Kenny said it was fine with him so I can't wait! After the beach we ate some dinner and relaxed. We went out to Morehead City to check out this cool shop after we were done chillaxing. I bought this bag that you pop, and it explodes and let's out this nasty fart smell! That's right, Kandees pulling a practical joke. I'm gonna throw it in Brandon and Dereks room! I can't wait. We came back from that store and Nick, Nick and Derek went clubbing. Kenny, Brandon and I stayed home. We got some midnight McDonalds and watched Swingers. That's a good movie. If you haven't seen it you gotta watch it! Nick and Brandon are cooking pancakes and bacon for breakfast now so I'm sitting here bored! I think were going to the beach again today. YEY. I'm not the hugest fan of the beach. I kinda just wanna do something else. Maybe Ken will wanna do something else. We'll see.

I am the Queen!

So today I got up at 7:30 since I went to bed so early. I spent my morning outside on the swing until 9 when Nick got up. We went on an adventure! We drove to the nearest Starbucks (20 mins) to get some coffe and free wi-fi. Well this Starbucks had no internet! Are you fucking kidding me?! I thought /every/ Starbucks had it! Lame. Well anyway we spen a couple hours going to places to find internet. We finally found some at a Dunkin Donuts. When we came home I woke Kenny up to go grocery shoppin! Fun stuff. When we got back I tried yo make lunch. I was frying up some taters and they turned to mush. Don't ask me how, we were all baffled by it but they looked like grits! The boys wanted to go to the beach but I wasn't in the mood so I dropped em off and went exploring. I explored ALL the surrounding cities only to find a couple antique shops. It was relaxing though. When I picked the boys up they were hungry so we went back home and I made spagetti. Not that shit out of a can, I made 100% homemade spagetti sauce. And guess what? Do you know what happens when you cook a group of 5 men a great meal? They do dishes. That's right. I got 5 guys to do dishes for me! I have to be the queen! All I need is a throne and tiara! It was awesome! I should have gotten a picture. While they were doin dishes I was sittin outside on the swing talkin to my mom with a glass of wine and a cig. Doesn't get much better than that!The boys wanted ice cream after they did the dishes so while they were out I took a nice hot candlelit bath with a glass of wine! I'm a miracle worker!

Rain!

So I went to bed at 11 last night cuz I hadn't slept in 36 hours so here I am at 8 am swingin on the front porch watchin the rain. It's beautiful here even with the rain. All the boys are still sleepin. Brandon went to bed before I did but I'm not sure when the other boys fell asleep. I don't remember Kenny coming to bed so I must really have been out! I needed a good night rest. Nickey poo is supposed to be getting up at 9 and we're going on an adventure to find a coffee shop. We need some internet so he can find out where all the dexcing places are. I just knew I'd be up so I thought I'd tag along. I love the sound and smell of rain. :) One of the neighbors just came out and asked if we brought the weather with us! We might have. Besides the warmth it is a lot like Michigan weather. There's a lot of bugs here in NC. I came into the bathroom yesterday when we got here and there was a huge cockroach in the toilet. I've never seen a cockroach before! It was like 2 inches long! Gross. I flushed him. Then there's this spider living in the tree outside and he's the size of a silver dollar! I LOATH spiders. They are disgusting creatures! It's raining harder now and I'm loving it. Melissa says that's what I get for going without her! She could have come. I didn't care. It was her brothers she had to convince! The neighborhood were staying in is very peaceful and quiet. Its right on the marina...probably a bunch of old folks. I think were gonna end up going to the aquarium if this weather hold up. That's cool with me! I love fishies! Hopefully they have sharks. I love that everyone talks with southern accents down here. I'm probably gonna come back with one! Lol. I don't know if I'll have time to go see Becky one more time before she leaves! I have a couple days off but she's a pretty busy lady ya know! I am going to make an effort though. Try to work something out.  My parents are officially home from their camping trip! They had a ton of fun! Tina will be home from New York on the 18th and I'll be back on the 20th. Everything will be back to normal!

Were in NC!

So we finally made it to North Carolina! We have about 4 hours left until were in Swansboro. Driving through the mountains in West Virginia and Virginia was a little scary but sooooooo beautiful. I can't wait to spend days on the beach reading. It's gonna be beautiful! I love NC so far. I'm ok with moving here as of now. We'll see how much I like it once I've been here for a week! I haven't slept at all so I think it's naptime!

On the road!

So were officially on our way to North Carolina. We've been on the road for 4 hours and have about 10 left to go. Were still in ogio which sucks but whatever. Its currently 3 am and I can't sleep. Roadtrips are too much fun. Its extremely dark out so I've just been watching the meteor shower. I love shooting stars! They are so magical. Nick and I were just talking about livejournal! I wanna go find my old one and see what I wrote about. Its gotta be good! Lol. I guess this is kinda the same thing though. Well I'm gonna try to sleep. Nighty night!

Another Day

So today when I woke up I was sick to my stomach! I've felt like shit and had the monk all day. If you know what the monk is you also know that the monkey ain't no joke! I hate my fucking job. It's lame. I got home and packed for NC though. I cannot wait. I am sooooo excited. I miss my parents and my sister though. Being in this huge old house all by myself is kinda scary. I couldn't sleep last night because I just kept hearing noises and stupid samdog wouldn't quit scratching at my door! Dogs and their stupid separation anxiety. Ugh. Ken and Jason just went out to pick up Julie and I some food. Aren't we lucky! I hope my parents are having fun camping. I know Tina is having fun. Especially since she's with Josh and hasn't seen him in like 2 weeks. She took a train to NY and it took like 16 hours or some bull shit. That sucks! I got some devastating news about my best friend last night. I wish there were something I could do to help but unless I can come up with nine grand right now, which I can't, then unfortunately there is nothing I can do. It sucks cuz she's done so much for me and the 1 time that I could help her I can't. It's kinda making me feel like shit. I'm sorry I can't help you Becky. You know I would if I could. :*( Well...I'm gonna wait for the boys and watch a movie! 2 DAYS!!!!!!

BECKY DITTO!!!

Hey love. Guess what? I LOVE YOU! I'm gonna miss you soooooo much when you're gone. You better keep up with reading this. I know that we wont have time to talk on the phone much! So today was work. Boring old work. I hate it. I'm having a NC meeting with the boys right now. I cant wait! I made a packing list b/c you know those boys are gonna forget something. So I think I wanna drive all 14 hours. I'm gonna have major OCD and ADD AND ADHD in that car. I don't know what I'm going to do! I won't be able to handle it. I guess I'm just gonna have to deal with it. I CANT WAIT FOR NC! have I said that already? Probably a gajillion times! I love you becky!

3 days til NC!!!

I am sooooo unbelievably excited to go to North Carolina. To finally see where I'm going to be living in a couple years. It's gonna be so much fun. There's supposed to be scattered thunderstorms pretty much the whole time we're there but I'm hoping they'll just blow over. I wanna spend the week on the beach reading a book. :) That sounds perfect and all but Ken says there's sand spiders o.O GROSS! I'll have to bring a chair so I don't have to lay on the sand. I'm just so excited I can't wait! Kenny said he was going to take me on a date while we're there. Hopefully it's special. Knowing him..It will be. He's so good to me. I don't deserve him. I went and saw him on his lunch last night/this morning at 1 am. I have to go to work soon and I'm dreading it. I hate my job. I would say "at least it pays the bills" but it doesn't even do that. So I've discovered that I absolutely love Salvador Dali. Everything he has ever painted is absolutely genius! I get this feeling deep inside when I look at his art that is indescribable. It's like I feel angry, sad, happy and excited all at the same time. It's this rush of emotions and I love it. My house will be filled with his art, when I get a house. Lol. I hope Ken likes his works. I think he will because of how odd they are. Salvador Dali is a fucking genius!

I miss Becky, Gerianne, and Marie. Those girls are so much fun. When I'm with them, it's like I don't have to think about everything that stresses me and worries me. They just consistently make me laugh and smile and there's no room in my little brain for worries. I can't wait to see them when I get back from NC and tell them all about it. I also can't wait to go to Chicago and visit Becky! She's going to do so well there. She's so smart, talented and perfect! Chicago is the kind of place that she needs to be to succeed. Michigan sucks! Well... It's about time for me to get ready for work!

Dear Diary

So I basically just need a place to vent. Life is very stressful right now. I need to get my school finished so I can start making some money and pay off some bills! I miss my Stuart. He's in a submarine, who knows where, hundreds or thousands of feet under the sea. Kenny is my life right now. I wouldn't be here without him. The only reason I wake up everyday is him. I can't wait until I can call him my husband. That will be the most fan-fucking-tabulous day of my life. I really don't deserve him. He is WAY too good to me. I'm about to leave and go visit him on his lunch at work...just thinking about seeing him gives me butterflies in my belly :) I hope he reads this! lol. I'll have to let him know I made a blog so he can keep tabs on me :* hahaha. Just kidding. That boy is the most trusting person I've ever known. He lets me do whatever I want whenever I want to. He's not the least bit jealous. I need that in a man because I am independent to a fault. I can't handle anybody who thinks they can or will control me. Fuck that. I don't need people like that in my life! AH! I just saw a guy on Making the Band who is from Detroit! No fucking way! That's funny. :) I hate this show. I don't even know why it's on right now. I'm sure I'll have all sorts of fun stories coming up in the next few days...I have a lot do to before NC on THURSDAY!!!!!