January 30, 2010

The people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

January 30, 2010
Simply stated, Tina and I are going to change the world. We have what it takes and we believe in ourselves and each other. I want nothing more right now than for the next 5 years to magically fly by so we can get started! We are going to do wonderful things and I can't wait. I can't wait to feel proud of myself. To finally feel like I accomplished something. To help millions of people. It is going to be AMAZING! 

Tina, I know you're reading this. You better be. I love you. Always remember that. I might yell at you and be a total bitch at times, but you're still my sister. You're my best friend. I love you more than humanly possible and I'm so proud of you! Every time I talk about you, my heart swells. Swells with love, pride and joy! I couldn't have asked for a better sister! We're so different, and so alike in so many ways. No matter what happens, what changes, who we become... Just know I'll always be there. No matter what. Through thick and thin. I'll love you forever! Until the day my heart stops beating. And even then, I'll still love you. You have done so much for me and have asked for nothing in return. You are the most AMAZING woman in the world. You are my hero. Truly. It sounds kinda sad....I look up to my LITTLE sister...but whatever. I guess I'm sad then! Who really gives a fuck? Not me! Anyways....back on track here. You are an inspiration. I know it's not easy to live in our house...quite frankly, it SUCKS sometimes. But you stuck it out. You made the right decisions. You're on the right path. You did what Jason and I didn't. You made it. For that alone, I'm so proud of you. I'm proud of everything you were, are, and will be. 


When your tears are spent on your last pretense 
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles 
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up 
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you

When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath 
Whenthe space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless
When you try to speak but you make no sound 
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up 
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
I'll be right beside you

I will stay
Nobody will break you

Trust in me, trust in me
Don't pull away
Trust in me, trust in me
I'm just trying to keep this together
Cause I could do worse and you could do better

Tears are spent on your last pretense 
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up 
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up 
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I'll be right beside you
Nobody will break you
 
Forever and ever Tina. I love you so much. You mean the world to me! 

January 27, 2010

Why?

January 27, 2010
This is just a test to see if my new background is working properly....

January 26, 2010

Fly Like Paper Get High Like Planes

January 26, 2010
WOOT for school. Culinary school is probably the most amazing experience of my life. I love it more and more each day! I tend to get hurt a lot though. This week alone I got 2 blisters and a cut. Whatevs. I'm tough. I haven't had any serious injuries which is good but I've seen a couple people cut their fingers pretty bad! I'm nervous about the midterms for my class though. I mean, baking is my thing. Not cooking. I'm hoping I can do well, I'd like to maintain my 4.0 GPA but I guess we'll see!


The past couple days have been amazing for Ken and I. I don't know what it is, but since he got his car stolen, things have been amazing. Maybe it just helped us to realize how important the other is and how much we love and need each other. I don't know. I just know that I've missed this. These past couple days have just filled me with joy. I love that boy more than anything in the world and I would do absolutely ANYTHING for him without thinking twice.

January 24, 2010

Drunk

January 24, 2010
Yea. that's right. I'm drunk. Whatever. Ken's birthday has been a horrible one. He got his car stolen! I'm hoping this party is making it better for him. He's not so drunk yet but I'm pretty wasted. It's weird how I can be so totally wasted and still speak/type proper English. I'm the shit! LOL. Dude, Beal and Jerome are sitting on top of beanbags on top of Brian. It's really funny. Ken disappeared. I have no idea where he went. Weird. O.o Ok. I'm outtie! BYE

 
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