I am the Queen!

So today I got up at 7:30 since I went to bed so early. I spent my morning outside on the swing until 9 when Nick got up. We went on an adventure! We drove to the nearest Starbucks (20 mins) to get some coffe and free wi-fi. Well this Starbucks had no internet! Are you fucking kidding me?! I thought /every/ Starbucks had it! Lame. Well anyway we spen a couple hours going to places to find internet. We finally found some at a Dunkin Donuts. When we came home I woke Kenny up to go grocery shoppin! Fun stuff. When we got back I tried yo make lunch. I was frying up some taters and they turned to mush. Don't ask me how, we were all baffled by it but they looked like grits! The boys wanted to go to the beach but I wasn't in the mood so I dropped em off and went exploring. I explored ALL the surrounding cities only to find a couple antique shops. It was relaxing though. When I picked the boys up they were hungry so we went back home and I made spagetti. Not that shit out of a can, I made 100% homemade spagetti sauce. And guess what? Do you know what happens when you cook a group of 5 men a great meal? They do dishes. That's right. I got 5 guys to do dishes for me! I have to be the queen! All I need is a throne and tiara! It was awesome! I should have gotten a picture. While they were doin dishes I was sittin outside on the swing talkin to my mom with a glass of wine and a cig. Doesn't get much better than that!The boys wanted ice cream after they did the dishes so while they were out I took a nice hot candlelit bath with a glass of wine! I'm a miracle worker!

Rain!

So I went to bed at 11 last night cuz I hadn't slept in 36 hours so here I am at 8 am swingin on the front porch watchin the rain. It's beautiful here even with the rain. All the boys are still sleepin. Brandon went to bed before I did but I'm not sure when the other boys fell asleep. I don't remember Kenny coming to bed so I must really have been out! I needed a good night rest. Nickey poo is supposed to be getting up at 9 and we're going on an adventure to find a coffee shop. We need some internet so he can find out where all the dexcing places are. I just knew I'd be up so I thought I'd tag along. I love the sound and smell of rain. :) One of the neighbors just came out and asked if we brought the weather with us! We might have. Besides the warmth it is a lot like Michigan weather. There's a lot of bugs here in NC. I came into the bathroom yesterday when we got here and there was a huge cockroach in the toilet. I've never seen a cockroach before! It was like 2 inches long! Gross. I flushed him. Then there's this spider living in the tree outside and he's the size of a silver dollar! I LOATH spiders. They are disgusting creatures! It's raining harder now and I'm loving it. Melissa says that's what I get for going without her! She could have come. I didn't care. It was her brothers she had to convince! The neighborhood were staying in is very peaceful and quiet. Its right on the marina...probably a bunch of old folks. I think were gonna end up going to the aquarium if this weather hold up. That's cool with me! I love fishies! Hopefully they have sharks. I love that everyone talks with southern accents down here. I'm probably gonna come back with one! Lol. I don't know if I'll have time to go see Becky one more time before she leaves! I have a couple days off but she's a pretty busy lady ya know! I am going to make an effort though. Try to work something out.  My parents are officially home from their camping trip! They had a ton of fun! Tina will be home from New York on the 18th and I'll be back on the 20th. Everything will be back to normal!

Were in NC!

So we finally made it to North Carolina! We have about 4 hours left until were in Swansboro. Driving through the mountains in West Virginia and Virginia was a little scary but sooooooo beautiful. I can't wait to spend days on the beach reading. It's gonna be beautiful! I love NC so far. I'm ok with moving here as of now. We'll see how much I like it once I've been here for a week! I haven't slept at all so I think it's naptime!

On the road!

So were officially on our way to North Carolina. We've been on the road for 4 hours and have about 10 left to go. Were still in ogio which sucks but whatever. Its currently 3 am and I can't sleep. Roadtrips are too much fun. Its extremely dark out so I've just been watching the meteor shower. I love shooting stars! They are so magical. Nick and I were just talking about livejournal! I wanna go find my old one and see what I wrote about. Its gotta be good! Lol. I guess this is kinda the same thing though. Well I'm gonna try to sleep. Nighty night!

Another Day

So today when I woke up I was sick to my stomach! I've felt like shit and had the monk all day. If you know what the monk is you also know that the monkey ain't no joke! I hate my fucking job. It's lame. I got home and packed for NC though. I cannot wait. I am sooooo excited. I miss my parents and my sister though. Being in this huge old house all by myself is kinda scary. I couldn't sleep last night because I just kept hearing noises and stupid samdog wouldn't quit scratching at my door! Dogs and their stupid separation anxiety. Ugh. Ken and Jason just went out to pick up Julie and I some food. Aren't we lucky! I hope my parents are having fun camping. I know Tina is having fun. Especially since she's with Josh and hasn't seen him in like 2 weeks. She took a train to NY and it took like 16 hours or some bull shit. That sucks! I got some devastating news about my best friend last night. I wish there were something I could do to help but unless I can come up with nine grand right now, which I can't, then unfortunately there is nothing I can do. It sucks cuz she's done so much for me and the 1 time that I could help her I can't. It's kinda making me feel like shit. I'm sorry I can't help you Becky. You know I would if I could. :*( Well...I'm gonna wait for the boys and watch a movie! 2 DAYS!!!!!!

BECKY DITTO!!!

Hey love. Guess what? I LOVE YOU! I'm gonna miss you soooooo much when you're gone. You better keep up with reading this. I know that we wont have time to talk on the phone much! So today was work. Boring old work. I hate it. I'm having a NC meeting with the boys right now. I cant wait! I made a packing list b/c you know those boys are gonna forget something. So I think I wanna drive all 14 hours. I'm gonna have major OCD and ADD AND ADHD in that car. I don't know what I'm going to do! I won't be able to handle it. I guess I'm just gonna have to deal with it. I CANT WAIT FOR NC! have I said that already? Probably a gajillion times! I love you becky!

3 days til NC!!!

I am sooooo unbelievably excited to go to North Carolina. To finally see where I'm going to be living in a couple years. It's gonna be so much fun. There's supposed to be scattered thunderstorms pretty much the whole time we're there but I'm hoping they'll just blow over. I wanna spend the week on the beach reading a book. :) That sounds perfect and all but Ken says there's sand spiders o.O GROSS! I'll have to bring a chair so I don't have to lay on the sand. I'm just so excited I can't wait! Kenny said he was going to take me on a date while we're there. Hopefully it's special. Knowing him..It will be. He's so good to me. I don't deserve him. I went and saw him on his lunch last night/this morning at 1 am. I have to go to work soon and I'm dreading it. I hate my job. I would say "at least it pays the bills" but it doesn't even do that. So I've discovered that I absolutely love Salvador Dali. Everything he has ever painted is absolutely genius! I get this feeling deep inside when I look at his art that is indescribable. It's like I feel angry, sad, happy and excited all at the same time. It's this rush of emotions and I love it. My house will be filled with his art, when I get a house. Lol. I hope Ken likes his works. I think he will because of how odd they are. Salvador Dali is a fucking genius!

I miss Becky, Gerianne, and Marie. Those girls are so much fun. When I'm with them, it's like I don't have to think about everything that stresses me and worries me. They just consistently make me laugh and smile and there's no room in my little brain for worries. I can't wait to see them when I get back from NC and tell them all about it. I also can't wait to go to Chicago and visit Becky! She's going to do so well there. She's so smart, talented and perfect! Chicago is the kind of place that she needs to be to succeed. Michigan sucks! Well... It's about time for me to get ready for work!

Dear Diary

So I basically just need a place to vent. Life is very stressful right now. I need to get my school finished so I can start making some money and pay off some bills! I miss my Stuart. He's in a submarine, who knows where, hundreds or thousands of feet under the sea. Kenny is my life right now. I wouldn't be here without him. The only reason I wake up everyday is him. I can't wait until I can call him my husband. That will be the most fan-fucking-tabulous day of my life. I really don't deserve him. He is WAY too good to me. I'm about to leave and go visit him on his lunch at work...just thinking about seeing him gives me butterflies in my belly :) I hope he reads this! lol. I'll have to let him know I made a blog so he can keep tabs on me :* hahaha. Just kidding. That boy is the most trusting person I've ever known. He lets me do whatever I want whenever I want to. He's not the least bit jealous. I need that in a man because I am independent to a fault. I can't handle anybody who thinks they can or will control me. Fuck that. I don't need people like that in my life! AH! I just saw a guy on Making the Band who is from Detroit! No fucking way! That's funny. :) I hate this show. I don't even know why it's on right now. I'm sure I'll have all sorts of fun stories coming up in the next few days...I have a lot do to before NC on THURSDAY!!!!!